First Heart Beat

We heard your heartbeat yesterday. It was so amazing! It sounded so strong and clear. I tried not to cry so the doctor wouldn't lose the connection, but it was overwhelming. Your tiny beating heart is only the size of the tip of a pen and we still heard it. The rest of the exam went just fine. I gained 2 1/2 pounds. So right on target. We even recorded the sound of your heart on our palm pilots and we've been sharing it with everyone!

First Appointment

We are scheduled for our first big appointment today. We're really excited, and I'm a little nervous, hoping everything is just as it should be. Haven't had the cramping and stretching for a few days and since I've gotten so used to that, its almost alarming when its not there. But I'm comforting myself with the fact that I'm still getting cravings. This week its been chocolate milk, yogurt, cheeses, cottage cheese, and spinach salads. Can you say calcium?? Hmmm, maybe its because your skeleton hardens this week. Well, I guess I'll be holding my breath until we know for sure that you are just right.

Fortunate News

Everyone has had the same reaction. Blessings always come with babies. It amazes me how blessed our life has been since you were conceived. We thought back and realized that the week after you began growing, Daddy was given a work van and the responsibility of running an electrical job. Then my proposal to work from home so I can be with you was approved. That day, I prayed for us to get good news about Daddy's residency. We've waited for so mnay years and this one last thing hanging over our heads would make everything perfect if it would just go away. And just like that, Daddy got the good news that same day that he had been approved you are our little miracle, and right from the beginning, you have been cloaked in good kharma and beautiful blessings. It is so amazing.

I must mention, too, some of the reactions we have been getting the last couple of days when telling all our good news. Uncle Augie was the most touching. Daddy handed him the envelope with the approval letter and when he realized what it was, his eyes shot open and he teared up. Daddy explained while he read. He got up and gave Daddy a long hug. He gave one to me too and when he started to go sit down, I took him by the shoulder and said he should wait, there was more. He looked at both of us in disbelief and when I told him "we're having a baby, too," his eyes rolled and he covered his face and then smiled, and gave us both a hug at the same time. He cried and we cried and he was elated. He thinks you are a girl. I still can't guess.

We called Aunt Tete later and when we told her we had some good news, she said "are you pregnant?" Daddy said "no.... but I did get approved." We had her on the speaker phone and she's yelling and so excited. She said she didn't want to ask about a baby but she had a dream Saturday that we had a baby girl. So then Daddy said, "well, actually, we ARE having a baby." She didn't believe us at first. Then she was crying and laughing and so excited. So I think we're up to 4 to 1 that you are a girl. I think its funny so many are predicting this early.

Some relief

Your Daddy gave me the best birthday present I've ever had. Peace of mind. He received his paperwork with his approval for permanent residence. We've been through so much for this and we almost waited even longer to have you because we have been so worried about the outcome of his application. It seems as though everything is falling into place now. I can finally relax, not living in denial that I was actually very stressed about this and didn't want any of that stress to harm you. We're so happy and it seems that you ahve brought so many blessings with you into our life. The excitement is really beginning to set in now that we don't have to live in fear of your Daddy having to leave us and these last critical weeks are coming to a close. 9 weeks now, actually, 9 1/2. Every day that passes is another victory.We love you so much already. We started sharing the news with the family this weekend. It has been so much fun. Everyone is so thrilled you are on the way!

Sweet Little Baby

Hello, sweet little baby growing inside.
I guess we're both along for a ride.
I'm excited... I'm nervous.. I'm filled with joy.
I can't help but wonder if you're a girl or boy.
It's too soon to tell, which is just as well.
I doesn't matter to me whatever you'll be.
Still, I catch myself... wishing I knew
what will you wear, pink or blue?
I am ready for you, either way.
I find myself dreaming what will we play?
Tea parties for a girl, sail boats for a boy.
As soon as I know, I'll buy you a toy.
I can't wait to tell everyone I know,
The wonderful news... should I wait til I show?
Soon you'll see how much I care,
there's so much to do, so much to share!
But first I must thank God above
for sending you, for me... to love!

Amazing News

To my shock and complete amazement, I found out from my supervisor yesterday that my proposal was approved. I will be able to stay home with you, little one, next year after you arrive! We will be busy figuring out all the details to make working from home turn out okay, but we have some time. The news is exciting, it's just hard to know where to begin planning for such a big change.

8th Week

We're in the 8th week now, at the end of the 2nd month. You are about 1/2-3/4". About the size of a lima bean. Your fingers, toes and facial features are forming. I can nap everyday for 2-3 hours if I have the time, which I rarely do. We have a lot going on this week. I just got home from a long business trip and now they're wanting us to do more overtime, plus I have a huge corporate project that will be reviewed at the end of the week. Our refinance is going on with the house, I'm starting my spanish class and I will have Erikka for two hours. On top of all of this, we're trying to get ready for my birthday party on Saturday. Whew.

We told Nana Coco about you last Sunday, Grandparents Day. She cried and was so excited. Hopefully, she can keep our secret for a week so we can tell everyone at the party. Then we'll go to Great Grandma's for lunch next Sunday to spread the news.

You sure are growing and Mommy's tummy is starting to stretch. My tighter clothes don't fit anymore, especially if I eat, they're so uncomfortable. I bought some clothes this weekend and they're sooo much better!!